Grrrrrt i hate when this happen to me

I bought a suit online for my job interview: I hate it. I am not sure what I hate exactly, is it my body or the suit itself. It’s black and elegant very expensive, when I looked in the mirror I looked very formal, with my new bob hair and I went from 58 kg to 71kg thanks to my 2 stressful years in my current job. Argh 😖
I hated myself in the mirror 🪞
I was looking like if I had 45 and I am only in my twenties
I need a diet! And another suit!