i never let myself mismatch my clothing

not by color, or pattern. i will start to. i am not perfect, idk why i keep acting like i am. i can’t just throw something on and go. it makes me feel so suffocated and controlled by me. i want to feel free. today i won’t even match the colors. and i will wear two different colors, not just a color and black like i normally would when not wearing only black.