Do you ever get cravings to dress a certain way?

My mom asked me to tone down my alternative fashion for the next two weeks because I’m visiting my family in London, but of course I’m having a lot of urges to dress as goth as I possibly can. I feel a bit better now that I grabbed a choker from my bag, but I really wish I was wearing makeup.

Also, I forgot to bring my magnesium, zinc, and calcium supplements :( Maybe I should’ve brought ashwagandha too. I also forgot to pack any shirts, so...I guess I’ll buy a couple black shirts to use.