Do you ever feel guilty about (some of) your sexual preferences?

A bit of shyness and embarrassment is really hot to me. That one makes sense because that's how I feel about showing someone more than I show most people, and therefore it seems more real. But in order to see that personally, I'd have to encourage a woman to do something she's not quite comfortable with, which feels wrong. And in porn there's basically only two sub-categories: extremely overacted embarrassment that's no more enjoyable than proudly showing everything, or such believable shyness that there has to be some degree of force to strip, let alone for it to be filmed, never mind made publicly available.

Another one I enjoy is cutting clothes. It's exciting to slowly reveal more but not being able to cover up again once a cut is made, unlike taking a piece of clothing off and being able to put it back on. But then I feel bad for perfectly fine clothing not being able to be reused, and if something is cheap enough for that not to matter, it's almost certainly produced through slavery.

The last (probably slightly weirder) one is a woman covering herself with things like custard, eggs, jam, chocolate syrup, etc. I've seen women clearly enjoying the feeling of that texture as much as I enjoy watching it, so no consent concerns there. But I can't help thinking about hungry people, even in rich countries, benefiting a lot more from eating it than feeling and watching it combined ever could.

Maybe I'm overthinking all of this, but that's me... 🤷