I Am a Single Mother

There are times when my Son asks me questions that tear me up inside.
You know questions like...
Do you think You and Dad will ever get back together?
Do you still love Dad?
Do you know what my biggest wish is Mum? You and Dad getting back together and he moves back in with us!
I can almost hear his little heart break when I say no.
I try to make my reasons as positive as I can as to why, however he still has a little hope that there may be a chance one day.
I never bad mouth his Dad..I always tell my Son that we both love him very much.
Inside me though...it kills me!
If he only knew the reasons why I left. The things he did to me and continues to do to me.
One day...when he is old enough he will see and understand for himself.