Why cant i just move on?
She's 15years or so older than me.
We met maybe 3/4 times before she invited me to stay once and I was so nervous that in the morning I asked my parents to pick me up early.
I think the night before she was watching the sex and the city which I was never allowed to watch.
She went to make something during the break, it started back up and as I went to call her she was coning back into the living room, she snapped "ah, why didn't you call me". I felt upset that she told me off.
I was more so upset because her boyfriend at the time was coming back to hers that night too. It was the first time we had ever spent time together.
I remember in the morning I was so desperate to get away that I didn't want to use her shower even though she insisted. I just quickly washed in the basin. When my father came to pick me up she made a big fuss about how she didn't hear the water running.
I left and I said I never want to go back there again.
It's not what she said its how I felt. I was very awkward. I think I'm just like that anyways. Because Im so shy.
I had to make contact with her recently due to him being in the hospital. Anyways I really didn't wan't her having my number.
She sent a text today asking if I want to talk she's here etc.
I'm just not interested.
And I would rather not be apart of her life. I don't think I can deal with it all. She has children of her own I'm not exactly proud of who I've become TBH.
I think in going to change my number today.
to add she came on holiday with my parents and I and I remember the whole was spent with her either trying to impress my dad or chasing after this guy she met over there. I remember a few times she made me feel like a stupid kid! She's my half sister
We met maybe 3/4 times before she invited me to stay once and I was so nervous that in the morning I asked my parents to pick me up early.
I think the night before she was watching the sex and the city which I was never allowed to watch.
She went to make something during the break, it started back up and as I went to call her she was coning back into the living room, she snapped "ah, why didn't you call me". I felt upset that she told me off.
I was more so upset because her boyfriend at the time was coming back to hers that night too. It was the first time we had ever spent time together.
I remember in the morning I was so desperate to get away that I didn't want to use her shower even though she insisted. I just quickly washed in the basin. When my father came to pick me up she made a big fuss about how she didn't hear the water running.
I left and I said I never want to go back there again.
It's not what she said its how I felt. I was very awkward. I think I'm just like that anyways. Because Im so shy.
I had to make contact with her recently due to him being in the hospital. Anyways I really didn't wan't her having my number.
She sent a text today asking if I want to talk she's here etc.
I'm just not interested.
And I would rather not be apart of her life. I don't think I can deal with it all. She has children of her own I'm not exactly proud of who I've become TBH.
I think in going to change my number today.
to add she came on holiday with my parents and I and I remember the whole was spent with her either trying to impress my dad or chasing after this guy she met over there. I remember a few times she made me feel like a stupid kid! She's my half sister
