idk anymore

todays gonna fucking suck. last night was awful and this morning wasn’t any better. i can already tell it’s gonna be one of those days where i cry at work almost all night. i’m so beyond stressed, like i genuinely don’t know how much more i can take. everything just feels so heavy right now. i’m so thankful for my sweet upstairs neighbor for babysitting kinsley for me today, because honestly idk what i’d do without her. idk wtf is up with my mom lately but she seriously needs to get her shit together. i’m just so tired. so done.