Life update: depending on my mother for money, and she is enjoying the control so much that she's using it as an opportunity to abuse me.

My parents want to "see my contract".

I wonder why? They're reallyyyyyyy emphasizing on the fact that they want to "know where I'll be working, it will confirm the name and address of the workplace"
So I told my mom that I will text her the name and address, so she needs not worry.

I'm avoiding Sharing information because last time I did reveal information to my dad, he went straight to my mom, told on me, and mom came barging in to cuss me out because "I'll be living in a stranger's house".
She's paranoid. But also enjoys the fear mongering. Because the more I fear the world, the easier I will be to control. And it's true, I have a lot of self doubt and low self esteem because of my mom. I feel I can't accomplish anything without my parents. That I must always be in their umbrella to survive. When I got this job offer, my mother reminded me that "I wouldn't have gotten this without them". I'm grateful that I have parents and that facilitated me a whole lot. It's just that she uses it for wrong intentions.

So when I refused to send them my work contract, my mother got so furious that she told me that she suspected me of being pimped out or being controlled by someone, that someone had sensitive information on me and that requires all the money I've been borrowing from my parents.

Basically, calling me a s.lut in many words.

Okay. I feel. Better now that I've released it from my system.