I came here for naughty stuff but feel compelled to respond to this. Im so sorry for the anguish it sounds like you’re going through. The internet and anonymous strangers can sometimes be a good place to vent and get emotional support.
Having said that, some practical advice… generally don’t take advice from anonymous folks on the internet, especially when it comes to big things like this.
Talk to your lawyer. Organize your thoughts when you’re not feeling emotionally overwhelmed before you do so, be completely honest with him/her, and heed their advice.
Again, Im sorry you’re hurting and hope and pray that you feel better and that this eventually becomes a positive outcome for everyone involved.

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