Work is an escape for me

My dad is really toxic towards me , he caused a lot of my trauma well most from age 2 , at work I have an group of friends , I’m friendly with most girls there , nearly all of them but we don’t talk enough to be friends , I get to completely forget about my problems and I don’t have to see him , as soon as I get home I go to bed. I love it this way. I can’t afford to move out yet but I’m extremely grateful I have somewhere to go to which isn’t toxic.