Why in the hell do I insist on looking at things online that hurt me?

@Mindful Thank you. I shouldn't even say it's a new thing. He has been treating her as my replacement since he remarried in 1983.

I’m so sorry... @MeowsoliniReturns

@Mindful Thank you. You'd think I'd be used to it by now.

@MeowsoliniReturns the most important people in our lives are the ones who can hurt is the most- I’m sure you’ve heard that. If my father had formed a new relationship with someone it’s possible that I would have felt less loved by him as well. But I know mentally that’s insecurity and not truth.

@Mindful My father never looked back.

@MeowsoliniReturns it was probably because he was not happily married

@Mindful Guess not. He cheated on my mom for six years and none of us knew.