IVF emotionality

I did 3 IVF cycles. The first IVF, i had 5 embryos that were not tested. They put the embryos in my body but I did not get pregnant. 2nd IVF cycles, I had 2 embryos that were tested and only 1 was viable. They put it in my body and the initial test showed I was pregnant but as the days wore on and I kept doing the pregnancy test, it was showing that I was not pregnant. I did the 3rd IVF cycle, they had 12 eggs and 2 embryos made it to the blastocsyt phase. They did the test of the embryo if they are genetically good. I am so devastated. I was positive that this will be the last IVF i had to go through but now i dont know what to do. I know I have other options that I can do such as donor eggs or adopting but I dont know how to proceed. I really wanted our own baby and the 3 IVF cycle has been such a financial burden for us. I dont know what to do. Can anybody offer me any advice or some positive outlooks?