I just dont know what to do and I feel stupid 😂😂😂

My mom came to my room to tell me to stop my business because it consumes my time. But I really like doing my business because aside from getting money, I have something to make myself busy than overthinking about our family problems. I just shut up while listening to her. She didn't even want me to see my counselor again and wanted me to open up with her. But I am not comfortable with her.