Ever feel like you don't have a place in your own family?

Aighttt. I usually try to look at a brighter side but no matter where I look, I still don't remember experiencing acceptance in my own family. I'm grateful for the things they've done for me but for those things they expect me to worship them. I'm put in the care of others which makes me feel like a huge burden. My main goal is to move out as soon as I'm financially stable. Both mine and my family's dream.