Not Very Close With Relatives

I use to be but honestly since dad died our family just isn't the same... We tend to only gather during holidays or special occasions....I miss my youngest sister... She and I use to be so close... She was even on ep with me.... She was struggling with a lot I knew ep would help and it did... She came out of her shell some... We've all been so distant with each other.... We're there for the important stuff but other than that we really don't get together like we use too...