I understand. My siblings have their families and I, being single, know that it is important but don't truly understand by not having one myself. My disability only further moves me away and not having friends adds to it. I feel hopeless at times and completely misunderstood. Good luck in finding your personal peace however you are looking for it.
I kind of know how you feel even though I had good supportive loving parents ,me and my brother and sister have rather drifted apart with their busy successful lives and my life seems to be falling apart I feel like my family doesnt really care about me