My dead mother

I was infact a "Mama's boy"

I remember being closer to my mother then I was with my father

I miss her

I was scrolling through her old Facebook about an hour ago and it's crazy seeing how she was like. I definitely would've gotten along well with her as its clear I gotten a large chunk of my humor from her.

I hate being emotionally stunted. I know damn well i would've been crying away had I been physically able to.


My mother died 4 years ago, on 2021 of August 28th

I miss her. I miss her alot.

I hate that she wasn't able to get the medical help she needed.

I hate that I can barely remember what she sounded like.

I miss my mother.

I miss my mom.


If she was alive, she would definitely be upset. Not with me but with what I am.

Had she never died, she would've sent me straight to high-school the second I graduated 8th grade. She was a very "Education first" woman.

I feel like I also would've been marginally less depressed too as I feel most of my issues stem from her death and being isolated from everyone (excluding family) for 2 years after she died.

But oh well. It is what it is.