I should go to sleep now.

My brain is completely fried and my body is exhausted. Tomorrow, I have to deal with the bank and find out why my mother had debts why they were regularly deducting money from her payments.

I spent the last few years taking care of her ; cleaning, fixing things, supporting her financially but I never took away her financial autonomy. Shz had her own salary and another income from her farms. I didn’t pry, even when she got nosy about my own accounts. I managed the farm along mine so I did have an idea about her earnings.

She spent her entire life being controlled by my father, and I had no intention of robbing her of the little freedom she had left. I wasn’t curious about how she spent her money, as long as it didn’t put me in financial ruin.

A few years ago, we did have a heated argument about money. I was working three jobs at the time, and she was giving the money I sent her to my sister who's nearly my age and has a shopping addiction. I did realize I shouldn’t have said anything. It wasn't my problem.

My mother was incredibly generous. It wouldn’t surprise me if she gave her personal information to someone to help them secure an apartment and registered herself as a sponsor because it is lot of money.

I don't like being in crowded places or dealing with too many people outside of work. I am not looking forward to that.