This is all I have the energy to say right now...

HootyTheNightOwl · 2025-07-03T02:23:02-04:00

I Miss My Mother - This is all I have the energy to say right now... ... I didn't deserve it... I didn't deserve... (3 replies).

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... I didn't deserve it... I didn't deserve it from him - and I didn't deserve it from you. Quite possibly the worst part is that you knew exactly what you were doing. You fucking knew - but you didn't stop yourself, did you???

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HumanEarth · F

Oooo, them words are full of hurtfulness

HootyTheNightOwl

@HumanEarth Yes, and I'm going to be expressing more thoughts just like them as I unpack and process even more of the abuse that I went through.

I want her to hurt just as much as I hurt every day... maybe she might even feel some of what I carried from the age of too young to even understand - and besides, no one ever demonstrated to me how "oversharing" worked, so how would I know???

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