Approaching my first Christmas without my mother...

I'm not even sure how to remember her at the moment.

I like the idea of getting a Disney Christmas tree ornament each year for her... I like it even more knowing that she wouldn't approve of me buying anything as "expensive" as that.

I guess, in my way, it's another small act of rebellion where I get to do something that I've always wanted to do, but she didn't approve of me doing.