We are all "a little sad" all the time
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The first time I watched this show, my mother was still alive and healthy... I had never experienced death before.. Mostly because I do not know any of my relatives, and so the ones the passed away, didn't mean anything to me, they were just complete strangers..
And I remember that when i saw that episode, I paused, and thought, huh interesting... But I couldn't relate much, I just never viewed death as such.. If I remember correctly, I think she was referring to humans thinking of their own death... That knowing that we will die one day makes us a little sad all the time inside...
but now, that I had experienced death, I think I could very much relate to what she is saying.... I feel "a little" sad inside all the time.. Especially when my mother crosses my mind... Whenever I remember that she is gone forever, I feel some sadness in my heart... It is a strange feeling, I never knew that sadness could be defined and felt explicitly as such...
It happens wherever I am and whatever I am doing.. Sometimes I am in the office working. Suddenly I remember, andI feel this little sad.. Sometimes I am walking and I remember, and I just feel the same feeling.. I think I am "a little sad all the time", it just resurface when I remember, and I feel this feeling will just always remain in my heart
The first time I watched this show, my mother was still alive and healthy... I had never experienced death before.. Mostly because I do not know any of my relatives, and so the ones the passed away, didn't mean anything to me, they were just complete strangers..
And I remember that when i saw that episode, I paused, and thought, huh interesting... But I couldn't relate much, I just never viewed death as such.. If I remember correctly, I think she was referring to humans thinking of their own death... That knowing that we will die one day makes us a little sad all the time inside...
but now, that I had experienced death, I think I could very much relate to what she is saying.... I feel "a little" sad inside all the time.. Especially when my mother crosses my mind... Whenever I remember that she is gone forever, I feel some sadness in my heart... It is a strange feeling, I never knew that sadness could be defined and felt explicitly as such...
It happens wherever I am and whatever I am doing.. Sometimes I am in the office working. Suddenly I remember, andI feel this little sad.. Sometimes I am walking and I remember, and I just feel the same feeling.. I think I am "a little sad all the time", it just resurface when I remember, and I feel this feeling will just always remain in my heart
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