Everything reminds me of my mother

Everything reminds me of my mother. I wonder if it is the same for my siblings.. I sort of doubt it, because I am the one who lived with her in the house, so a lot of my habits where connected to her. Now everything I see on the street reminds me of something related to her... It is a bit weird, but I think a lot of the times when I was walking through the streets back then, I was thinking about her one way or another, and this is why when I see places, i remember certain days when I visited these places while she was on my mind.. Because some places, they just have no connection whatsoever to her, but they still remind me of her... But today I went into a pharmacy and saw wheelchairs similar to the one I bought that one dark night when I left the hospital at night.. It was such a cold night that one.. it was late and she was supposed to leave the hospital in the morning, but she pretty much couldn't walk anymore, not even from the car to the elevator in our building.. I had no idea where wheelchairs were sold (did not know they were sold at pharmacies) and I was so freaked out that the morning will come and there will be no wheelchair, and it was already getting late and everywhere will be closed soon... just entered one pharmacy to ask the person inside about where to buy one, and when he just pulled a wheelchair from the back, I almost hugged him... I remember joking with the guy there, and we had a chat, as superficial as it was, it was very calming.. Sometimes I am surprised at my reactions, in the most stressful situations, you would find me making jokes with strangers, maybe I do it because I am stressed..

Today I kept staring at wheelchairs probably for a while as all of this was going through my head, until the pharmacist came, and she almost started talking about wheelchairs, but I told her I wanted vitamin C.. She gave me a funny look and took me to the other side of the pharmacy.