I'm going home

We don't want to leave Star alone but my buddy and I have been here since yesterday evening. She is stable and doing much better on the ventilator. All her stats have improved but we still need someone here

I need to go home
I need to see our kids
I need to let out and 24 hours of tics and outbursts I've been holding in.

So Grandma is going to stay with her while my buddy and I go home. We're going to talk to the kids and tell them everything. Then he's going to shower eat pack some comfort things for Star and him and Joel are going to stay there over night. Grandma is coming back her to be with me and the kids.

After she's here I'm going to try and release all these tics and outbursts I've been holding in. Then relax and maybe have a cigar and just process everything that has happened.

Thank you again for being kind to my family right now

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Musicman · 61-69, M

Go home and talk to the kids. They have to be wondering what's going on and why no one is coming home.

Cigarguy · 41-45, M

@Musicman talking to the kids was the hardest thing we've ever had to do. They are so upset and worried and want to see her. Our daughter took it the hardest and she lost it. I had to give her an anxiety pill and she is asleep in my arms right now.

Musicman · 61-69, M

@Cigarguy Sounds like tomorrow you should take them to see her.

Cigarguy · 41-45, M

@Musicman I will have to see if they will allow it. Since she's in the ICU I'm not sure what the rules are for young children

Confined · 56-60, M

@Cigarguy i dont think kids are allowed in the ICU. You will need to call and ask.

Cigarguy · 41-45, M

@Confined Joel talked to them tonight. The boys will not be allowed to see her but they will allow our daughter to she her. He might of told them she was 14 years old. But I think it's very important for her to see Star