I'm going home

We don't want to leave Star alone but my buddy and I have been here since yesterday evening. She is stable and doing much better on the ventilator. All her stats have improved but we still need someone here

I need to go home
I need to see our kids
I need to let out and 24 hours of tics and outbursts I've been holding in.

So Grandma is going to stay with her while my buddy and I go home. We're going to talk to the kids and tell them everything. Then he's going to shower eat pack some comfort things for Star and him and Joel are going to stay there over night. Grandma is coming back her to be with me and the kids.

After she's here I'm going to try and release all these tics and outbursts I've been holding in. Then relax and maybe have a cigar and just process everything that has happened.

Thank you again for being kind to my family right now