Y'know, my friendship with my ex-bsf/ex-crush actually did have some positives to it

It helped me learn to appreciate and love my siblings and family more.

If you asked me how I felt about my siblings when I was friends with her, I would've told you I nearly hated them.

If you asked me now, I would tell you I would commit crimes for my siblings and family.

So yeah, atleast that worked out in some ways for me.