Started crying in the morning

I am the kind who is very affectionate in real life so everyday when i wake up, i look for my mom in the house and then as soon as she faces me i give a smile and say ,"Good morning".

Today again she made a disgusted expression and said "What's with the childish attitude of wishing good morning everyday?". I said you hurt me a lot by saying that.

Came to my room And started crying.

Eventually she asked dad to call me for some work and noticed my face and she asked what happened..

I told her i try my best to create happy memories because i don't know how long i have my mom with me (she has a pulmonary embolism) . She realised and felt guilty and started saying sorry.

I said never say sorry to me because you are next to God for me. She said see i was making you your favourite breakfast. I said i realised that but it's okay if you don't make anything but only reply kindly. Because i really don't know when your mood changes and whether i should withdraw or talk.

So i end up locking myself in my room and keep doing my work.

I suffer from depression and anxiety and i am on medications but seriously i try so so hard to be always happy and sweet to people in real life.

We both love each other a lot. I know it's her health that makes her react that way but i want to have good memories and not shouting and screaming (which she unknowingly does).

I love my parents a lot. But i m someone who needs hugs and all. I can do everything and anything for the well being of my parents.