Mum - I'm here for you

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You gave me life so mine is yours. I would lay it down for you any time and do anything for you.

It did not go very well. Mum came home. There's still a bit of tension. I waited a while and then gathered courage to speak to her. She didn't want to talk to me at first but I forced her to sit on the sofa. Held her one hand and her face with her other and slowly broke the news to her. She immediately burst out in tears.

I got up, held her to me to try and calm her down. I couldn't hold my tears back either. I jus had to let her express herself. Slowly I spoke to her and apologized possibly 20 times.

Made her to wash her face. She refused to eat. So I sat her down, fed her, applied some ointment to her head and made her lay down.

I don't know what more to do but I'm broken so badly to see her like this but I'm putting a strong front for her sake. I'm sitting next to her now as she rests. Holding her hand to assure her that I'm here and will be here for her.

I don't know how this will go but I cannot put into words how much I love her and how much she means to me. She's my life and my world❤️❤️❤️❤️

I always made it my duty to keep her smiling but I feel I'm contributing towards this situation

Thank u everyone for ur unbelievable support.
Will tell u how she does tomorrow 🙏🏾

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AlyAngel · F

I am truly sorry for what you & your family are currently going through. I really hope that you guys lean on each other for support & love during this hard time, it's never losing someone you love. We are here, should you need anything.

SilentKiller · M

@AlyAngel that's very very sweet of you and u have no idea how much it means to me. My mum is my everything and it pains me to see her like this. But I promised myself to here for her like shes always been with me.

Honestly speaking, the people here are more like family to me than my own family. And I don't even feel as if they are strangers and feel so comfortable to open up to them.

I really appreciate your sweet words and may God always keep you blessed ❤️

AlyAngel · F

@SilentKiller It makes me smile to know that there are some people who have great mothers, while you are taking care of your mom, make sure you take care of yourself too. I know it's hard, but you are no help to her if you are falling apart. So should you need anything, reach out to your friends here, and they will get you through.

SilentKiller · M

@AlyAngel you know something. I'm not as strong as she is but I'm trying. I'm also wondering how she ever did what she did all this time.

The people here have made feel so ggod of myself and have motivated and supported me so much that I cannot put it into words. I really appreciate everyone here. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

SilentKiller · M

@AlyAngel I'm jus happy that she ate. Took some compelling and I fed her which I love doing. But hopefully after some rest she'll be much better

AlyAngel · F

@SilentKiller its good that she ate. She needs to stay hydrated as well. Grief can make you not want to take care of yourself. I am glad she has someone who is taking care of her

SilentKiller · M

@AlyAngel I would move mountains for her. That's why it breaks me that's she's like this. But I'm trying to be strong like how she is, although I'm nowhere near her