I thought I was protecting
I won’t go into too many details but something come up on holiday that keeps coming back to my mind and I can’t shake.
As a mother I have secrets one I have held close since I was 15 years of age and vowed never to tell my children, it was my secret to never tell to protect my kids.
On holiday me, my eldest and his fiancé was all drinking and he told me something a mother should never want to hear and my secret had to be exposed to see if it had something to do with my secret.
How could I as a mother let this happen to any of my kids I just can’t stop thinking about how i feel I have let my son down.
I can’t say what my secret was but it was to do with abuse and now me and my eldest both know truths about each other which we both want to keep secret from my two other sons.
Whenever I drink it reminds me of the talks we had and how I feel like such a bad mum!!
As a mother I have secrets one I have held close since I was 15 years of age and vowed never to tell my children, it was my secret to never tell to protect my kids.
On holiday me, my eldest and his fiancé was all drinking and he told me something a mother should never want to hear and my secret had to be exposed to see if it had something to do with my secret.
How could I as a mother let this happen to any of my kids I just can’t stop thinking about how i feel I have let my son down.
I can’t say what my secret was but it was to do with abuse and now me and my eldest both know truths about each other which we both want to keep secret from my two other sons.
Whenever I drink it reminds me of the talks we had and how I feel like such a bad mum!!
