You know I had to send the fact that he is actively suicidal in a text message again, I did it because I don't want them to lie and say they didn't

Know, especially his mother. I have seen how cruel people are to the living , how uncaring and unempathic but they still show up at the funeral to feel sorry for themselves.. despite of the fact that they have known all along and done nothing to help.

Does it make me bad for doing this? Sending everything on messages again after calls, being calculating.. maybe. But I am sick of people and their fakeness.

If he hurts himself, they don't get to say they didn't know. They will carry this burden for the rest of their lives and I won't shy away from bringing it up.

Not that I would let him do it. I won't. He deserves better and he will get that in time with his loved ones. Not with his fake family.

Sending these things in messages also helps me bring it up , if I ever have to. People comeback to yout life when you're in better place to reap the benefits they have never helped plant at the beginning.

Another thing I had to experience myself.