I Miss My Grandfather

Seems only yesterday you were taking me along on your morning horseback rides teaching me about nature and it's energy. Many years have gone by since you passed. When you left to join the all maker i was a child but now I'm a man and though I grew up I still hold your teachings and wisdom. I pass them on to those who wish to listen. I'm lost without your guidance you always knew what to say. I have no one left. Though alone I've tried to better myself to live life in your image of peace and tranquility Help those who need it but I feel like I'm not doing a good job. I'm a leader and many follow me and learn from me but its a big responsibility I don't feel like I'm fit to be a leader. I just hope that I can truly make you proud of me