My Mother ๐
When I was little, my mother was abusive. As I've gotten older, I've noticed some things. She's a lot like me. She has mental health problems that I didn't see as a child. I was also a terrible child, so that didn't help. She has a childlike mind, and she loves my son very much. She gets very excited over little things, and she loves decorating for holidays and arts and crafts. She always has a project going. She doesn't use the internet, and all of her projects are for her and her family to see.
My wife was a huge fan of Christmas. After she died, I stopped caring about Christmas. I still decorate for my son, but there's no enjoyment. I don't hate the holidays. I hate her not being here. My mother has kept the spark alive the best she can. When my mother almost died from COVID-19, I saw many things differently. I appreciate her, and I love her. That's all I wanted to write. ๐๐
My wife was a huge fan of Christmas. After she died, I stopped caring about Christmas. I still decorate for my son, but there's no enjoyment. I don't hate the holidays. I hate her not being here. My mother has kept the spark alive the best she can. When my mother almost died from COVID-19, I saw many things differently. I appreciate her, and I love her. That's all I wanted to write. ๐๐