I Am Separated, Soon to Divorce

For all of you who recently became separated have been for sometime or are thinking about it.
I spent years and years trying to make it work. Trying to prove to myself and everyone around me my marriage was stable.
I was looking back very alone, depressed and lacked motivation to do anything.
Instead of loving myself I poured my heart and soul into loving him. In the end I lost myself. I looked in the mirror and hated who I saw. She looked miserable.
I wanted out of the marriage but the fear of not having him terrified me.
In the end he left. I was the hardest thing Ive ever had to go through.
But it was also the best. I am me. I am free. I smile more then ever before. I'm laughing and talking. Im finally opening myself to others.
During all of this I also met a man who had opended my eyes. He loves me compliments me daily and enjoys my company.

So for those of you who feel overwhelmed and alone your not. Ive been there. It takes time to heal. Cry and scream. Do what you must to heal. Ans when you start healing you will see that person you forgot about. Its refreshing and it takes years off your life and appearance.

Lots of love xoxox