I’ve broken some hearts [I Am Divorced]
Not by cheating, but by discovering my own unhappiness in the relationship, and by ending the relationship. It was a difficult journey to break up, but the choice, for me was to end my life of break up. The only way not to hurt someone was to kill myself or just break up. How else do you end things. You love someone. But just don’t want to continue in the relationship. I had reasons. Things I discovered. You could say he cheated. He discovered or I discovered his secrets. They shocked me. Sigh. I just could stay.
Why be miserable with someone who played both sides of the fence when I wasn’t interested? When from the get go he lied to me.
Anyhow, I though we could be friends. And we are. But it’s more like he still loves me? But he had a daughter with another woman. That’s not my daughter. She’s not my daughter. and I left him. Period. Divorced. Period. So that I could move on without him. But he held on more than I realized. He has stayed. He should have returned to his family but his new wife was here so he stayed. He picked his wife over his daughter. I guess I felt as if he was a grown man and needed to make his own decisions, but my family thinks he is still in love with me. Tonight I think the same. It hurts. To think he lives nearby because he is still in love with me. I adore his wife, and value him. He’s a great guy. But he should be over me by now. It’s been 20 yearssince we’ve been divorced? He’s remarried I’m remarried! I’m not in love with him!!!
Why be miserable with someone who played both sides of the fence when I wasn’t interested? When from the get go he lied to me.
Anyhow, I though we could be friends. And we are. But it’s more like he still loves me? But he had a daughter with another woman. That’s not my daughter. She’s not my daughter. and I left him. Period. Divorced. Period. So that I could move on without him. But he held on more than I realized. He has stayed. He should have returned to his family but his new wife was here so he stayed. He picked his wife over his daughter. I guess I felt as if he was a grown man and needed to make his own decisions, but my family thinks he is still in love with me. Tonight I think the same. It hurts. To think he lives nearby because he is still in love with me. I adore his wife, and value him. He’s a great guy. But he should be over me by now. It’s been 20 yearssince we’ve been divorced? He’s remarried I’m remarried! I’m not in love with him!!!
