I Am Getting a Divorce
Finally moved in to my downtown condo. I felt like the countdown to our breakup was slow burning/painful/tons of emotions, behaviors I've never seen before from her. I'm a calm chill kinda guy and I normally need a little time to make any kind of statement when we're talking serious, but I think overtime a feeling of calculation grew in her about me, among other wrong negative feelings.
The last few years seemed like a roller coaster, the relationship felt like I was on drugs. The time felt like it flew by.
I'm a stoic, feel like its my strength, works great at the office, not so much in relationships.I'm sure it had a part in the breakup, I'm not aware that I don't emotionally communicate, but I feel like I do.
Last couple days, she's been great, and I'm seeing a side of her that I haven't before, and it now feels like a new/different kind of connection, like a camaraderie but different.
I'm all about moving on, I feel relieved to be living alone. I very happy, that things have ended positively.
The last few years seemed like a roller coaster, the relationship felt like I was on drugs. The time felt like it flew by.
I'm a stoic, feel like its my strength, works great at the office, not so much in relationships.I'm sure it had a part in the breakup, I'm not aware that I don't emotionally communicate, but I feel like I do.
Last couple days, she's been great, and I'm seeing a side of her that I haven't before, and it now feels like a new/different kind of connection, like a camaraderie but different.
I'm all about moving on, I feel relieved to be living alone. I very happy, that things have ended positively.
41-45, M
