I Am Divorced

Its been almost 7 months now but it feels like it was just yesterday. After 12 years of marriage it was not easy for me to split with the one I thought would stay with me forever. We had such a great marriage going on but it was just not meant to last forever. May be I was a fool to not see through the things. I don't think I will ever again be ready to remarry and loving someone else will be equally hard.

I am hurt and I still weep at nights. I still go through sleepless nights thinking about the promises and the plans we had. It was all sham. How can I trust anyone again to spend the rest of my life with?