Life might have compensated us in the miscarriage

Would you want to carry to full term something from a child molestar? It’s a dreadful thing to have cross your mind when you know the baby was a person himself and although his father might be a monster it doesn’t mean he would be. It also sparks the thought that would the baby have survived if born with a monster already in the household? No wonder I am getting sleepless nights!

I could turn this inward and think that it was all my fault? I went to confession last night with my daughter and we both are seeing the Priest this afternoon to talk about these matters. They are deeply troubling and they can bring the worst out of a Sicilian.