I want kids, but I also don't want kids

I want kids because I love the idea of a mini me and my partner running around the house.

I don't want kids tho because of the terrible state of the world. I don't wanna help bring new lives into the world just for them to suffer and possibly not live a full life ;-;

I don't think I'll have any kids at all though because from my experience, 90% of gen-z doesn't want kids

Oh well, it is what it is