Little Angel baby

He's so perfect, sweet and beautiful and innocent and he deserves so much better than I can apparently give him. And it makes me so sad. Birthing him and seeing him come into this world have made me happier than ever. It's what I always wanted and thought I'd never have. He's my little miracle. I don't know what kind of message God is trying to send me with these life circumstances, assuming there is a God, but I'm not getting it.

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Sojournersoul · M

There is a reason why you are his mother, dont ever doubt that.

Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

@Sojournersoul but if I can't protect him from things, why do I deserve him 😭

Sojournersoul · M

@Notsimilarreally you will do anything to protect that little boy.

Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

@Sojournersoul that is true but there are things I can't protect myself from it seems. And I'm a wreck because of this.

Sojournersoul · M

@Notsimilarreally You did one of the hardest things you can ever do, give birth. You are stronger than you think. I know the issues from your post and wish i could make it all go away for you.

Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

@Sojournersoul means alot to hear this right now, thank you.

Sojournersoul · M

@Notsimilarreally You are welcome. You know you can talk here anytime you need.