I know I need to find a man to impregnate me but I am not determined if I want him to stay with me to be the father figure for my child. In the past, this was not always the necessary thing and I wonder about the value of it for me, as well as advertising for my child. Absentee fathers are historical facts of life, but I hope to convey truths about the male role in my child's life.

(according to google translate)

you could visit a sperm bank to find a donor. it's difficult to raise a child as a single parent. if you find someone and get pregnant and if the father actually wants to see the kid he does have that right.