Family sucks.
My mom is a bisexual together with my dad, who doesn't care for my younger sister, [10] and me. I don't really mind the fact that they don't really care about our family, but i hate it when our CPO.[Child protection officers] come over and they pretended they've done a good job at taking care of me and my sister.
Basically, my mother said she never wanted to give birth but my dad forced her because he told her she wouldn't have a to responsibility on the child. Which is me. So she did eventually left me in my father's home country while she went to another state with my dad and left me in my grandparents house.[dads side.] for six years. Until my father realized i needed proper education and bought me to the state they were living at, which then, I never knew i had a proper family until I was 6. My sister was just born then. around 1 or 2 years old. I was really spoiled due to the lack of attention from both sides, and my grandparents also doesn't know how to take care of kids, so I was a very selfish brat when i was younger. So when i got to their country, I was a living hell for people back then, life was trash. My mom, happened to have anger issues at the same time. So she always beat the crap out of me every time i misbehave. Or even for breathing the same air as her sometimes.
Once,I remembered visibly from my childhood that I was doing my homework quietly in the living room, and my younger sister had just woken up from her nap, laying in bed. While the maid went and prepared dinner to eat, my mom came out of the room and happened to see my sister climbing onto the bars at the window. Then that made her mad because apparently, I was suppose to be the one watching my younger sister, although i was all the way at the living room. so it came as a shock when I was suddenly asked to stand up and pull down my pants for her to cane me. I was very confused, but did as she was told, the whole time she was caning me, she spoke up on how much a failure i am, and how my sister is the only successor in our family. I was crying badly then, but the 7 year old me never understood why she said all those words to me.
That was one of the memories from my childhood, in fact, my mother caned me so much that she bought multiple of the thing she can use to cane me with and named them. They're still in the living room till this day. Actually, the CPO refused to take me out of my mom's custardy because they said the damage wasn't enough. They only took me out in February when I was 8 when they went to visit our family, and my mom asked again if they could take me, and when they refused again, she caned me in front of them. Then they finally got me out. I went to multiple foster families after as according to them, I was a "Selfish, rude, sadistic, broken." Child. I went to 8 different foster places in 3 years or so. Then i went to a girl's home after, where they kept children with mental inability, or just broken kids. Its been around 6 years or so now, and my current foster place seems to get bored of me as well, I still visit my mom on the weekends because i have to, and my younger sister is getting more rebellious now, due to the harsh parenting my mother have come up with in the past year. I hope everyone have a great day/night. And thanks for listening i guess.
Basically, my mother said she never wanted to give birth but my dad forced her because he told her she wouldn't have a to responsibility on the child. Which is me. So she did eventually left me in my father's home country while she went to another state with my dad and left me in my grandparents house.[dads side.] for six years. Until my father realized i needed proper education and bought me to the state they were living at, which then, I never knew i had a proper family until I was 6. My sister was just born then. around 1 or 2 years old. I was really spoiled due to the lack of attention from both sides, and my grandparents also doesn't know how to take care of kids, so I was a very selfish brat when i was younger. So when i got to their country, I was a living hell for people back then, life was trash. My mom, happened to have anger issues at the same time. So she always beat the crap out of me every time i misbehave. Or even for breathing the same air as her sometimes.
Once,I remembered visibly from my childhood that I was doing my homework quietly in the living room, and my younger sister had just woken up from her nap, laying in bed. While the maid went and prepared dinner to eat, my mom came out of the room and happened to see my sister climbing onto the bars at the window. Then that made her mad because apparently, I was suppose to be the one watching my younger sister, although i was all the way at the living room. so it came as a shock when I was suddenly asked to stand up and pull down my pants for her to cane me. I was very confused, but did as she was told, the whole time she was caning me, she spoke up on how much a failure i am, and how my sister is the only successor in our family. I was crying badly then, but the 7 year old me never understood why she said all those words to me.
That was one of the memories from my childhood, in fact, my mother caned me so much that she bought multiple of the thing she can use to cane me with and named them. They're still in the living room till this day. Actually, the CPO refused to take me out of my mom's custardy because they said the damage wasn't enough. They only took me out in February when I was 8 when they went to visit our family, and my mom asked again if they could take me, and when they refused again, she caned me in front of them. Then they finally got me out. I went to multiple foster families after as according to them, I was a "Selfish, rude, sadistic, broken." Child. I went to 8 different foster places in 3 years or so. Then i went to a girl's home after, where they kept children with mental inability, or just broken kids. Its been around 6 years or so now, and my current foster place seems to get bored of me as well, I still visit my mom on the weekends because i have to, and my younger sister is getting more rebellious now, due to the harsh parenting my mother have come up with in the past year. I hope everyone have a great day/night. And thanks for listening i guess.
