I Was Whipped By A Belt

I'm 12 and few months ago I was really mad at grandma for a stupid reason so I said f*** you and ran away from home since The morning till night when night came I was walking far away from my neighborhood then my neighbor saw me alone at night asked me what I'm doing he is my grandmas friend I didn't reply so he called grandma and grandma told him everything he ended up picking me up home I hit him and kicked him and bit him tho he took me home and gave me to grandma and went home at that moment my grandma was so happy that I'm finally home she been looking for me since the morning but she was so mad at the same time she sent me to my room and after 10 minutes she came with a paddle and a belt I was already in tears she said : pull your pants down i pulled my pants down then she grabbed me over her knee and then the whipping started she explained before why I'm getting whipped and what I did wrong and how much she was worried she whipped me with the paddle with my pants down for 3 minutes and then she said : now pull your underwear down I begged her to stop I was crying so she Pulled my underwear down and another 3 minutes with the paddle on my bare butt she finally finished my butt was so sore and so red at that point she said: not yet then she made me stand and she started to whip me with the belt 30 strong strokes she made me count the strokes like this SMACK ouchhh one! SMACK ouchhhhh Two! And like that when she finished I was dying crying so hard she then took me to the bathroom and said your going to get this for your bad language and then she washed my mouth with soap then sent me to the corner I was standing in the corner putting my hands on my head with a sore red behind crying sniffing after 30 minutes my grandma came and asked me if I will do this again and asked me if I learned my lesson I said yes and I won't do it again then she kissed my cheek and hugged me and told me that she loves me and then she told me to go to my room and sleep I couldn't sleep that night tho and I had hard time to sit the next day....I learned my lesson but I think it was too harsh..