I have been trying to find my 2 adopted children for many years but due to law the adoption agencies and social services etc they take my details but will only pass them on if my kids ask for them they do not tell the kids their being looked for even if they have contact details for them and wont pass details to me unless the kids are looking for me so I hit a brickwall every time .I suffered heart failure in april and worry now I will die without them knowing they were never forgotten and missed and loved .Why they were adopted is a long story .