My dad is still sick

Last night they found a new stroke has already happened and he's in ICU now. That's all I know. My mom took him to this hospital outside the city they have better doctors.

There's nothing I can personally do I can't even go see him but it's ok I'm going to be gentle with myself and hope that things get better but also expect anything.

October is a ridiculous month, last year I almost died in it and now this. Probably just a coincidence.