I wish our family deli did well and we didn’t have to close I wish my family had gotten rich not I need a lot of money to be happy I just wish

Everyone was happy but I think they ate it’s just me I always want my own life I wish I had energy I know I’m supposed to have money but I don’t my family doesn’t understand me they are happy with their life I’m happy with my life I just want something better I don’t know what I want , should I go to hospital?