I just wanna run away from everyone

I just wanna dissappear and go somewhere where I can rot and die alone. My family dgaf about me, they straight up called me an inconvenience yesterday and how supposedly lucky I am to be in this home, like yessss I'm so lucky to be in a home where I'm treated like the laziest person alive for just trying to enjoy the last few months of my shitty childhood, like yes who wouldn't be jealous of that... it pmo I'm so done with my family. The only one who cares is my little sister, but even then... I just wanna dissappear, go somewhere where I can be alone and not have to stress out over people who dgaf about me