My brother is penalizing me for mismanaging my finances

He won't sell anything anymore for me, which is a smart move really. He's disappointed that I'm not working towards as quick and rapid a debt resolution as he was all pumped up for.

I have need of rearranging my modus operandi towards spending, for as it is, i'm too reliant on what is veering into the non-sustainable territory. To learn how to manage, with decreasing a little per month that debt is what I need to be doing to prove to him, that there's a method to my madness.

What is this mad method that I hint at, well there can only be hints as to what it is, and I've been exampling since yesterday what that is:

To put in almost every post I make a video that is something that is aesthetically valuable, music and film and everything in-between those dainty sister arts, or it could be that music is nature and film is the hallucinations of nature.

But reading, you can't talk about that, until the words of those professional wordsmiths percolate for consecutive weeks and months, evolving into tireless years of what is like breathing.

A starting over, oh it's so predictable to be de capo-ing with no other material to work with, a blob on loop thou art.