Things I can't say

-I only have 1 reason to think you aren't a zombie. It's a pretty big reason. It's enough of a reason. But it's only one reason!
-Im afraid of being a burden to you
-Im afraid of driving you away
-Im afraid of losing your respect
-i want to protect you from all of the above
-implementing that protection exacerbates all of the above making failure even more likely!

I think I need a change.