I have a half brother and half sister that hate me.

My whole fucking life I've dealt with their hate when I idolized them. Years of showing up and trying to be good enough, but they share a mom, and I only shared a screwed up dad, so I never could quite feel the love of a sibling. Only scraps.

They've completely ghosted me now. Won't respond to my messages.

I've always been lesser to them and they were never shy about showing me that. So I guess it's good they're finally done with me. I actually hated being around them even though I loved them so much. They made me feel ashamed and small. A skill they learned from our dad.