I will go pee now and when I am back, I don't want to hear you talking about your "supernatural" experiences.
Everyone these days claims to have died once, was so special that they saw my great very great and many times great grandfather..and saw ghosts and all sorts of special things.
Maybe, just maybe..while you were on the operating table that deep tunnel was the doctor's nostril and the voice of god was your relative's voice over the medical bills. "God no, God , no"
If you were so special that my great many times grand father would talk to you, he would have kept you. Instead tou got kicked out back into reality. Your near death experience was getting rejected at the gates of the heaven's club. 👀 You should reflect on that instead.