In actuality, if I could stop life where it is right now, I am at a very good point ❤
🧡 Blessed from every direction, feeling fulfilled, with the imperfections, enough stimulation, plenty of inspiration, a feeling of an eternal spring. I feel much grounded, strong enough to allow myself to be fully joyous, fully myself, fully silly, without worrying how I will be perceived, relaxed enough, very conscious of my breath, seeing my art growing, my career slowly growing, my body being healed deeper, 🤍 I am very appreciative of life as is, my family are all healthy at this point in time, again with their imperfections, I am full of vitality...I've accumulated enough wisdom and I have released enough weight, so to be light, ...it is a beautiful era... ...:) how do I make a teleportation portal to here, to come and hide 🩵 ...I feel moved by the words.
I know it is not for all of you such a brilliant times, I know the world suffer... and also for me I have experienced a great vast scale of colors so far.. 🖤 A reason I am so joyous is because my joy had been restrained for so long, my happiness had been delayed for so long..I was depressed for long, sad and heartbroken, living in fear.. I'm breaking free, one more restraint each day, one more knot untying, 💚 one more mistake forgiven..
I wish this bliss could be shared, it is shared.. 🩷 A sister finding relief is a part of yourself finding relief..if you can extend yourself ..connect.. 38 is a good era and I'm truly grateful and appreciative for these degrees of freedom I have managed to rise to. To some these might appear to be egoic perceptions but I know what it is to me, it is, my celebration, my truth.. my healing, my connection back to love, our evolution, our freedom........
This rarity of this moment 🦄💜
Where am I going father, where am I going mother, sisters, brothers 🦅🌅
I know it is an emotionally charged message, but in my reality, I am only seated here in front of my computer, siping my last coffee and about to move for my class and the beginning of the day... 🤎🌱
I know it is not for all of you such a brilliant times, I know the world suffer... and also for me I have experienced a great vast scale of colors so far.. 🖤 A reason I am so joyous is because my joy had been restrained for so long, my happiness had been delayed for so long..I was depressed for long, sad and heartbroken, living in fear.. I'm breaking free, one more restraint each day, one more knot untying, 💚 one more mistake forgiven..
I wish this bliss could be shared, it is shared.. 🩷 A sister finding relief is a part of yourself finding relief..if you can extend yourself ..connect.. 38 is a good era and I'm truly grateful and appreciative for these degrees of freedom I have managed to rise to. To some these might appear to be egoic perceptions but I know what it is to me, it is, my celebration, my truth.. my healing, my connection back to love, our evolution, our freedom........
This rarity of this moment 🦄💜
Where am I going father, where am I going mother, sisters, brothers 🦅🌅
I know it is an emotionally charged message, but in my reality, I am only seated here in front of my computer, siping my last coffee and about to move for my class and the beginning of the day... 🤎🌱
